Friday, February 09, 2007

Giving Shelter to the Homeless; Habitat for Humanity





Imagine the four walls that protected your privacy fell part…
Leaving you exposed to the environment.
Imagine your running water stopped…
And you had to walk miles to fetch some.
Imagine that electricity and light flickered off…
And the music stopped, the computer died, and you were engulfed in darkness.
Imagine you lived alone…
And the silence was deafening.
Imagine you had no home…
And had to find a warm street corner to refuge in.
For many, this doesn’t require imagination…
It is their daily reality.
So let us cherish our Halls, our homes,
Let us acknowledge that our comforts are not universal realities,
And let us cherish the friends and family that we share our space with.


The maiden project of the ‘Living Grace’ was a volunteering commitment with Habitat for Humanity on Saturday the 3rd of February, and another projected for the 17th of February.

A grand total of 10 volunteers turned up, nevertheless some productive work was done. For those of you who came, we really appreciate your commitment despite the cold misty weather. Enjoy the picture!! For those of you who rolled over in bed and slept in: well there is another commitment day on the 17th, so sign up. For those of you who would like to volunteer abroad please contact Habitat for Humanity either through the local branch or directly on their website. For all the support received within the University and at Habitat for Humanity to make this project a success, Thank you very much!!

http://www.habitat.org/eca/

http://www.habitatforhumanity.org.uk/



Giving Thanks

Giving Shelter to the Homeless; Habitat for Humanity





Imagine the four walls that protected your privacy fell part…
Leaving you exposed to the environment.
Imagine your running water stopped…
And you had to walk miles to fetch some.
Imagine that electricity and light flickered off…
And the music stopped, the computer died, and you were engulfed in darkness.
Imagine you lived alone…
And the silence was deafening.
Imagine you had no home…
And had to find a warm street corner to refuge in.
For many, this doesn’t require imagination…
It is their daily reality.
So let us cherish our Halls, our homes,
Let us acknowledge that our comforts are not universal realities,
And let us cherish the friends and family that we share our space with.


The maiden project of the ‘Living Grace’ was a volunteering commitment with Habitat for Humanity on Saturday the 3rd of February, and another projected for the 17th of February.

A grand total of 10 volunteers turned up, nevertheless some productive work was done. For those of you who came, we really appreciate your commitment despite the cold misty weather. Enjoy the picture!! For those of you who rolled over in bed and slept in: well there is another commitment day on the 17th, so sign up. For those of you who would like to volunteer abroad please contact Habitat for Humanity either through the local branch or directly on their website. For all the support received within the University and at Habitat for Humanity to make this project a success, Thank you very much!!

http://www.habitat.org/eca/

http://www.habitatforhumanity.org.uk/



Wednesday, November 15, 2006

MY BEST FRIENDS’ WEDDINGS!! (Summer 06)

Clare & Mathew’s Wedding!!



One wedding in the girly gang is enough generally enough to keep me happy for the entire summer. But when Clare rang me at Christmas to gurgle that she and Mathew were engaged I knew this was going to a fabulous summer!! The wedding itself was again stretched over the weekend, as the traditionally Irish, O’Toole weddings are. The party continued till the wee (if 6.00 am can be described as wee) hours of the morning in the residents bar, accompanied by the O’Toole orchestra (4 guitars and an assortment of wind and string instruments led by Clare’s dad, cousins and uncles). Given the quality of the music by the end of the night, I had almost forgiven Clare’s dad for dredging up embarrassing stories of the University days (which unfortunately implicated a few more people than Clare) in the Speeches. All the O’Toole sisters (who formed the beautiful quadrate of bridesmaids) were almost as radiant as the bride. And I hardly recognised Clare, (in a simple but elegant full length dress and a frothing organdie veil) from the giddy and gurgling partner in crime who shared all my university adventures, from founding the Irish society, to all the various campaigns we were a part of (from friends of Ireland, completely lunatic Irish parades! SDLP, Tuition fee campaigns, Jubilee Debt to most recently war on Iraq research). Clare had been a member of the SU exec with me (till all the politics disillusioned her) as well as on the ‘Prophet’ editorial staff. When the union nearly went bankrupt we had stayed up late into the night debating over cutbacks for weeks on end, and when I ran for student Union President she had been there supporting my ludicrous cartoon campaign. Clare had kept my idealism alive and my taste for mad escapades satisfied. And now she had found someone equally idealistic to join her in her crusades to make the world a better place. I don’t know why I felt sad, or cried when they made their vows (the girly gang sniffling along side me didn’t help!!), but it felt like the end of an era, but certainly a crowning celebration of a fantastic decade!!

Christine’s & Steve’s Wedding!!

Given my secret ambition to become a wedding planner, this summer was a wish fulfilment where 2 of my best friends got married (among 7 other weddings- The world is going mad!!!). The weeks spent shoe shopping for Christine’s wedding itself was gala of girly giggles (sorry can’t help my self with alliteration). The unorthodox wedding shoes that went seeking all over Liverpool were finally found to the brides satisfaction after many an expedition (the groom nearly had a nervous breakdown- as he was dragged into EVERY shoe shop in Liverpool). Being the Brides best friends, it was our duty to aid and abet her to try every shoe in the shop on. Rachel and I helped ourselves to a few luscious shoes ourselves (as the photographs will betray!!) But more than anything else this pilgrimage to Chipperfield (a little village in Hemel) was a celebration of all the girly years of sharing our dreams and disappointments together. Having watched Christine and Steve muddle along over Oceans and mountains (quite literally) this fairy tale was truly a victory over distance and disaster.


WHAT I DID LAST SUMMER, Liverpool;(Summer 06)

Given the millions of pics I seem to have taken this summer, it seemed a pity not to splurge some on the blog. Especially since it is less pain staking than e mailing them all to people. So Enjoy!!!



Austin Summer BBQ!!

Angela/ Austin Team (L-R) Steven Panter (Austin Senior Student), Caroline Kewley (Angela Resident Tutor), ME (SRT), James Harding(Austin Resident Tutor), Cris Clayton (Angela Senior Student),

According to the grand traditions of the Christ of Notre Dame Halls we celebrated Austin Day (we can’t figure which St. Augustine the Hall is named after, despite my many e mails to the various orders connected to the colleges and hours spent researching old archives!!! so if any one remembers please let me know!!! The current favourites are Augustine of Hippo or Augustine of Canterbury!!) Despite the amnesia of its’ haloed ancestors it is a great reason for a massive piss up!! (or so some of my degenerate students would say !!) And a chance for students to have a day off from the revision before Finals!!!


It was also a chance to heave a sigh of relief for my Residential team!! Having lived through everything from, assault from local youth (and I am not talking about small scuffles!!), Alleged rape, Scabies pandemics and all the incestuous little lovers quarrels ( which usually involved more than 2 people) and everything else too ridiculous to mention, the team deserved more than a pat on the back. Despite the fact their jobs involved spending much of their time in the police stations and hospitals; we still managed to have enormous amounts of fun as a team!!! The many team meetings held at the many Chinese and Indian Restaurants on Allerton Rd, or over Caroline’s mums Sunday roasts, and the many working expeditions to the student union (obviously to make sure the degenerate students were behaving themselves) probably had something to do with it!! I even had fun at the fortnightly Dining in Nights (no don’t smite me! notice I said I rather than We!!!), where I had the pleasure of forcing students to appear before me at a formal sit down meal (in black tie- well the student interpretation of black tie) and listen to the Fellows of Hall talk about flesh eating bacteria (and you think I am joking- incidentally one of the best guest lectures we had). Despite the frenzied fun it was also a time to admit to ourselves that it was a privilege rather than a perquisite, a place where we can bring in our own idealistic vision in the attempt to create a collegial community. To drink deeply from the satisfaction of being in a profession that provides both fun and fulfilment, a position where we have access to the most fecund place in the human life span and a creative opportunity for change. Guys it was a fab year!!! Thankyou for EVERYTHING!!!




Saturday, November 11, 2006

FAIRY TALES; Montreux, Switzerland (July 06)


Evanescent hues of gold and silver




from Lake Geneva, Château de Chillon, Montreux, Switzerland.

So there I was in the middle of my very own fairy tale. The endless lake shimmered in a perfect sunset, and on the tip of the waters edge, framed perfectly and precisely in the grandeur that can be achieved only by Swiss tradition, the mountains looked over the golden castle.


Inside, the lilting sonata of the minstrels blended in harmony with champagne induced merriment. My palette for aesthetic precision was entirely satisfied on every level. The magic the minstrels wove in the twilight, transformed the courtyard into a medieval tapestry, complete with handsome knights & exquisite ladies’.


In the courtyard, Château de Chillon, Montreux, Switzerland.

When we went in for the fantasy medieval dinner, the magic continued. The gathering of academics, these earnest dreamers of morality, logic & reason, who despite their penchant for the aesthetic would have been as happy in a dreary dungeon with each other for company, was reaching a fever pitch of excitement. The animation of new projects, proposals and papers, the exhilaration of analysis and cross analysis feeding a frenzy of debates, and the quiet and delicate contentment of completed threads of inferences approaching meta theories; this was academic heaven.


In the courtyard, Château de Chillon, Montreux, Switzerland.

“Isn’t this perfect!” I enthused to a charming fellow academic next to me, a native of Montreux; “this is where I want to come when I die!”. “You can’t imagine how fortunate you are living among all this beauty!” “It is a perfect evening” she agreed quite sincerely, and then I noticed my faux pas… she was blind. I escaped looking for the powder room to overcome my awkward embarrassment, and characteristically got lost, and found my self in a tower room.



It was an unlit room that my eyes took time to adjust to, and one open window looked out onto the lake.

I walked over, and for while was lost to the beauty of the shimmering haze before me. A knot of emotions, gratitude, wonder, sorrow, frustration, and fear came from some deep forgotten pocket that I had no idea existed. I ran back to get a knot of friends who could share in my wordless epiphany (and then try capture the evanescent on film).

a peek at eternity, Château de Chillon, Montreux, Switzerland.



AME Banquet, Château de Chillon, Montreux, Switzerland.


Back at the table I found that my blind colleague was an artist. Despite her visual impairment she seemed to have a clear sense of my bewilderment. So she elaborated on her synesthetic experience of colour and the aesthetic. I was suddenly grateful that the creator had not left the blind aesthetically handicapped. And then she explained it quite simply, ‘Beauty is a matter of the Soul!’



He it is, the innermost one,
who awakens my being with his deep hidden touches.
He it is who puts his enchantment upon these eyes
and joyfully plays on the chords of my heart
in varied cadence of pleasure and pain.
He it is who weaves the web of this maya
in evanescent hues of gold and silver, blue and green,
and lets peep out through the folds his feet,
at whose touch I forget myself.
Days come and ages pass,
and it is ever he who moves my heart in many a name,
in many a guise, in many a rapture of joy and of sorrow.

-Rabrindanath Tagore

from Lake Geneva, Château de Chillon, Montreux, Switzerland.


HE COLOURS OF CONTENTMENT, Switzerland (Jul 06)


The Definition of a Robin


the medieval remnants of Ville de Fribourg at the Monastery Kuriousum (just out side my window)

Surrounded by the breath taking beauty of the mountains, comfortably ensconced in a snug monastery ‘inn’ with a myriad of little villages connected by picturesque wooden bridges for me to potter around in for weeks, one would think I would be in 7th heaven. However, the human condition being quite contrary, I was beginning to feel quite home sick after the initial fortnight of enchantment. The home made everything (from the cheese, bread, honey and even crockery, to the home cured ham) which was exquisite to my palate in the beginning, was now a little ‘samey’; the melodious chimes of the countless steeples which had created an opus of delight, was now bordering on irritating (and waking me up every 15 mins). The captivating charm of the village at the foot of Mt. Sonnenberg had exhausted its little nooks and crannies that I could potter in, and frankly the climb up and down the cobbled mountain daily was wearing me out (really!! who!? cobbles mountains!!!).

The thing about pottering about a strange city (however quaint and picturesque) by yourself is, that it stretches your soul into new shapes and muscles that you didn’t realise could exist, and after a while you are a little tired of the exercise. You just want to back to your little safe misty mosty little corner of the world, and let the rest of you cosy little social tapestry define you. We are not comfortable not being a clear bundle of characteristics, experiences and most importantly being a part of something, or someone.

Evidence of my (not very original) obsession in photographing doors

Even the more sophisticated adventures of the little town of Fribourg, which was only a 15 minute walk away across the Ponte de Jean had exhausted its Jazz festivals, marionette museums, mad Celtic treasure hunts and culturally confused football frenzies. (where the entire city went world-cup mad and tooted their horns till dawn in the hope of drowning out the blessed chiming steeples!!). I was home sick! It was ridiculously hot!! and I was missing the Criccieth planning day in Manchester!!! As a fellow British tourist exclaimed, “You are Home sick for Manchester! in the midst of all this!!?!!?! (The fact that home is in Liverpool is immaterial!!!); the irony wasn’t lost on me. I could almost glimpse the seraphim’s lurching thunderbolts that hissed ‘ingrate!’ across the alpine summits.


Not being grateful for daily blessings is probably a part of our very core nature. If Adam & Eve were grateful for the Garden of Eden, we would still be in Utopia. But we yearn for everything, other than that which is before us. Eve was all too easily convinced (according to Genesis) that God was holding out on her, that there were bigger and better things withheld by divine providence, even when in the midst of Eden. I was a true daughter of Eve in my discontent.

As I was trudging back up the mountain out of breath and exhausted and feeling a little more than guilty for spending most of the lovely warm alpine morning cooped up in a dark and musty internet café, a little Robin started to hop along with me. The little comical thing didn’t take long to cheer me up as it accompanied me a good way up the mountain (I gather in hope of a crumb), and I started to sprout plagiarised poetry in my head about how birds of the field (or in this case the cobbled path) didn’t plough or weave.

Then it happened, a big hulking motorised hunk of mettle just drove over a splat of feathers and beak. I must have stood there gasping and indignant for a good 20 mins. I was upset at cosmic irony of ‘divine providence’ as much as with the hunk of mettle. After I made my way back to the refuge of the monastery, I felt quite foolish for getting upset at the road pressed robin. Being a carnivore I eat animal carcass on a daily basis without a moments hesitation and with great relish. And this bird probably lived a fuller, happier life than farm reared poultry. Hundreds of people die every day of poverty, famine, disease, or political genocide. Being an arm chair academic that measures death and oppression in statistical parameters, I hardly waste my tears on the scatter-grams and box-plots of death.

The doom and gloom of my morose reflections were back. So is that it?! for those poor sods who live in abject poverty, or lethargic indecent wealth, and are then blown up in some vicious explosive by some genocidal maniac or are flattened by a collapsing mountain in a skiing accident. If life, in its every day measures, doesn’t define us (and clearly what ever the conditions, we are incapable living up to the value of salvation) does death measure our worth.


And then I realised that it is Grace that defines us. Grace, was not just a mediation for salvation, but also a definition of all we are. When the psalmists said not a hair on our head falls without his knowledge and not a breath was taken outside His consciousness, that was an expression of grace defining the very milliseconds of our existence. The definitions of the many shapes and forms of our continuous day to day living. The very meaning and truth of our unique and individual lives were woven together and defined by grace! And it is a Grace that is extended beyond death!!

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